i hate u.
u disgust me so much now i find it impossible not to puke my guts out.
u filthy selfish bastard.
this is wat u call trying?
wat the fuck have u become. i dun deserve this
how do u live with urself.
wishin u woud die is too kind to u
wishing u would suffer does nothing to comfort my pain
i cant think of anything bad enuf, painful enuf, suitable enuf for the disgusting filthy scum that u are
how can u sit there and be ok with urself.
how can u do this to me.
u do not care. u lying piece of scum
u take advantage of my situation
u pretend to care
u leave me to suffer
u force me to stay and then u crush me to pieces
u sadistic scumbag
why do u do this to me
i hate u
i hate mysef more
i hate that i believed u i trusted u i put everything in u.
fucking stupid bitch
only to let u play me like this.
how could u.
how can u.
u take comfort and wriggle in glee to the fact that i cant do wlo u
then u belittle me, trample on me and leave me to suffer
and expect me to come crawling back to u
not once u lent a helping hand
u force me to come back for this
and i let u
u are worse than the scum i think u are.
i dun even noe wat that is.
u allow me to wallow
u allow me to fail
u allow me to suffer
just to satisfy ur raging ego.
because ure face and ur ego is more impt,
u are more impt
every lil disgusting part of u is worth more than my well being.
u should get wat u deserve.
but u will never see that u deserve it.
i despise every essence or ur being
i see what u can do to me, just for ur ego and face.
u will let me suffer.
u liar.
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